SELLO MY SFRIENDS

I made this blog to, typically, provide an outlet for my deepseated angst. SO LET ME ELABORATE UPON THAT.

Where to begin????!!? OH MY GOD I AM A PECULIAR INDIVIDUAL, it's very difficult to define!!! But let me start by saying: I AM A VERY REPRESSED INDIVIDUAL. But astrologically speaking, this repression is not part of my internal dynamic as much. Though I used to consider myself a SADdie (Social Anxiety Disorder), I HAVE SINCE CONSIDERED THIS TO BE A FACTOR OF THE SOCIAL MEMBRANE ITSELF. Of course my personality underwent important, somewhat radical transformations in my mid-twenties. In a way, my former, timid, inhibited adolescent self was superseded, inasmuch as the important stages of Individuation can be superseded. But I think I fundamentally understood that my anxieties were based in certain unwarranted perceptions which I had transcended through my own transcendent mind, which I became deeply immersed within.

Yet I must ASSERT that my past formed the foundation of my ADULT UNRAVELING yet MY POINT IS AS SOCIAL AS IT IS PSYCHOLOGICAL, BECAUSE - Simply and Frankly put - THIS WORLD IS GOING TO SHIT AND WE'RE ALL ON BOARD A GIGANTIC TITANIC!!!!!!!!

Huh???? What was I talking about? oH YES. uM....... I want to DIE!!! God dammit I have no idea what I was ranting about. But anyways yes, my situation is dire, and so is the world's- but not the world "Out There" - in Syria, in Yemen, in the slums of Brazil, in the decaying houses of Empire; the world-fabric which is everywhere and nowhere, is simply corroding at every instant. HATE TO BE A DOOMSAYER OR WHATEVER, BUT THIS IS JUST THE CONSTANT PRESSURE I'VE HAD TO DEAL WITH FOR THE PAST DECADE. Some people say to "forget about it", "don't let it distract you", "just do some meth with me", etc. BUT GOD DAMMIT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO IGNORE THE IMPENDING APOCALYPSE WHEN IT SEEPS INTO MY VERY CUPCAKE TOWELETTE

MY HEAD

TOO MANY THOUGHTS


P.s. Would anyone be able to go to the store for me to get some beer

Slug Poem

Upon my walk I saw two slugs
that reminded me of me and my true love.
The lady slug bumped into the guy slug several times
though he seemed agitated by it
as she curled behind and he
slimed away
I was expecting it to end there and then,
surely he had given her the boot,
but no, he hadn't,
now he curled as she followed,
and he now bumped into her
and she now slimed
the other way.
I each pet them in their soft skin
for the lady slug reminded me of my truest heart's desire
the girl who bumped me and who didn't get bumped back
until it was too late

THE FUTURE OF SOCIAL MEDIA!!!

Have you ever perhaps noticed how social media is TAKING OVER OUR LIVES??!? It's no surprise, no surprise at all!!!!! Everyone is speaking about it- ON SOCIAL MEDIA!!! Does the Radio count as social Media????? I listen to NPR. NO, it doesn't.


Anyways so I was thinking. You know how the fusion of AI and the prophesied creation of Singularity is one of the many dystopian strands projected for the future? Well clearly this is one of them and it is based on the belief that humanity and its technic infrastructure will survive whatever real and imagined apocalypses are coming around the bend. I know very little about neomodern technology but I can presume that it is incredibly sophisticated and increasingly integrated so that the virtual-reality electrofabric is connecting us on a more hyper neurological level - not, as I would say, as bleakly as the Matrix - which is producing a kind of humanity which is more and more transhumanist or androidian, etc- the more thorough integration between cybernetic micomachines and the human.


But let us take a step back to what I was originally thinking, which is much more rooted in actual time than these possible dystopian paths. I have realized the State infrastructure necessary to mobilize this Web of Silicon neural hegemony over our everyday consciousness. You see as the various mediums of social media's structure become integrated - Google, Gmail, Youtube, this Blog site, Amazon, etc - not only do these state capitalists seek to supplant an outdated economy based in the postindustrial service sector (I apologize for getting so terminological), and create a new division between rich and poor (the techies and the obsolete pre-millenials), of new forms of hyper-real existential capital and actual capital, the more that they seek to control the State to create their own hyperreal liberal dystopia, the more so does this fabric permeate into our mind cunts and create a general stickiness, most ethereal, between our gentle little porcupine concsiousnesses or whatever spirit animal is now being endangered.